first off, allow me to apologize to all the lovely bloggers whose posts i've been missing lately. things have simply been too crazy for me to spend a lot of time frolicking through the blogosphere. what "things" none of you ask? allow me to present them in list form:
1. three. digit. page count. ok, i know i talked about this one already, but next time you write 106 possibly coherently connected pages i'll let you tell me to shut up about it. i'm damn proud of myself (proud enough to swear on this blog, which i try not to do). i'm not sure if i'm proud just for the quantity of content alone, or the fact that a tiny quiet little part of me thinks some of it is actually sorta good.
2. i'm planning a wedding. it's rough.
3. we're going through the necessary steps to get steve's car replaced (we're very lucky that my parents have been nice enough to hold onto my dad's old SUV for us to buy on the cheap). the '95 monte carlo named herman simply doesn't get our vote of confidence to make it through another winter.
4. wait, where are we going to be living in 8-12 months? seattle? charleston? houston? wait... MAUI might be an option? what?! could we really stand to live on an island 1/80th the size of michigan with roughly 2500 miles between us and the mainland? could we stand to live with ourselves if we passed up the opportunity to move to freaking maui? hold up self, this opportunity doesn't really even exist yet, but still. all this madness makes it pretty hard to try and plan a honeymoon. i don't even know what airport we'd leave from. ugh. first world problems times twelve.
5. work is difficult. sometimes i am given tasks that require taking information at face value and completing them without understanding why. i am a stressed out, nervous wreck when this happens because i have no confidence that i am completing a task correctly unless i have a concept of how it fits into the larger goal at hand. it's actually a fairly serious liability sometimes.
hope everyone is still rocking away. doing my best to keep checking in. we're hanging in there dreading looking forward to the upcoming holiday season, winter weather, and a whole lot of changes heading our way. if we could just fast forward to thanksgiving 2014, i think we might actually get another couple days to relax. any advice for trying to get through it?
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